Archive for June, 2006

Incomplete

Friday, June 30th, 2006

ergh..dah abis camping..kesimpulan camping tahun nih…paling tak best..sbb tgh2 camping kena gi KT sbb kuiz perdana peringkat negeri terengganu anjuran arkib negara….hargh..aku termiss sumer pertandingan..jadi aku cuma sempat ceramah agama mlm khamis ngan penganugerahan pagi jumaat..erh..sux nyer..terlepas tengok *** buat istana pasir…tu pon kalo dia masuk…hehe..[ergh..dah tahap stalker aku nih...apa nak buat ..nak terus terang malu seh]

cakap psl kuiz,mmg tak tersangka aku…
ok..first round dekat SMK Padang Negara…ujian bertulis…dia baca soklan aku jwp..30 objektif 10 sub…mmg blank giler har har har…tak baca saper suh…hentam sajer…
tapi final round kat SHAMS…berdebar gak nunggu keputusan sape masuk final…
tapi aku target mmg takleh masuk…sumer pon putus arapan…
tapi mase umum no.4 SMK Rantau Petronas,sumer suker..hahaha…

Lingges,Pilip,ngan Aini naik atas pentas…aku dok bwh ngan pengetua,Hjh Faridah…
dipendekkan citer SMKrP kalah dpt no4…hehe…dapat gak la sijil prgkt ngri…
okesh abis citer psl kuiz…trlps peluang gi KL cam taun lepas…

erm..aku frust ttg camping tahun ni..dah la the last for me as SMKRP student…aaa…
tapi dakpe…msti ade hikmah disebaliknya…
isnin dpn mula kls anjal…fuh…nasib baik…sbb aku mmg pemals naks tudi sengsorang…
SPM dekat…Percubaan apatah lagi….
hehrahsdahsew…..jdhajsek….ajsldyuOIUD98qasd;;;//….

fuh..dah lama dan nak abis dah aku bergelar student sklh…byk gak yg berlaku..tapi apa yg aku igat form4 plg best….byk yg aku lalui…dari yg memalukan smpai yg membanggakan…
kekgi la aku citer peristiwa yg aku takleh lupa…sampai sini je la buat masa nih…
*___*

-Ciel-

Accidentally In Love

Tuesday, June 27th, 2006

Gravity. It keeps you rooted to the ground. In space, there’s not any
gravity. You just kind of leave your feet and go floating around. Is
that what being in love is like?

hmm…siot jer title ngan pengenalan…
hehe..sebenarnya takde kena mengena pun..cuma nak cite psl annual camp esok..
er..mane nak start ek…oo..psl petang takdi..pergi jap sklh nak wat persediaan la kunonnyer..
seperti biase mereka[pengakap remaja]mmg aktif bab2 hal luar kelas…meninggalkan aku takde kerja…
sambil melihat2 keindahan alam..tetiba..
nampak lak budak pe**mpua* kawa**..argh…KAw***nyer
errr..tu kita citer lain kali..
sebab terlampau boring jadi pemerhati tak berbayar..,aku pon gi la main basketball ngan form3…
ada la main dlm 30 minit…

sebenarnya..
giler tul pgkap remaja nih…argh…pertandingan satu habuk pon takde buat persiapan…
kata diorang..hentam jer..masa pertandingan buat jer ..har har har…
tapi aku tak kesah…cuma tak mahu tertekan…

hamba berharap perkhemahan terakhir hamba di smkrp menjadi satu memori yg indah…


"When people love each other they become weaker… but that’s nothing to be ashamed of. Because that is not true weakness"
-tendou’s grandmother

-Ciel-

Salah ke kucing itu!?

Sunday, June 25th, 2006

salah ke kucing tu??
bukan dia nak pon ada kurap…bukan dia nak pon lapar dan dahaga…bukan dia nak pon keseorangan tanpa teman…manusia kadang2 angkuh..perasan dirinya tertinggi..perasan dirinya ciptaan tuhan yg paling complete..sempurna..memandang makhluk lain hanya seperti  beta version…

woiit….
haahaha…sampai sekolah ari ni jer terdengar bunyi bising…rupa2 nyer kucing masuk kelas…ek eleh..tak mencabar langsung bebudak pompuan nih…kucing pon boleh dijadikan salah satu faktor ketakutan…hehe…

ok..abis citer psl kucing..citer psl hari ni lak..

sebenarnya hampes tul ari ni…kata da kuiz…tapi takde plok…cakap berbelit cam wayar belakang komputer aku jer…chet…tak bwk buku…ergh…tapi takpe…aku pon suka…

amende lagi eks…
oo..aku nak tegur sket org yg baca blog aku…komen la yek…har har har…

tu jer…AKHIR kata…

Cats are smarter than dogs. You can’t get eight cats to pull a sled through snow.

-Ciel-

I’m back:the evil trilogy

Saturday, June 24th, 2006

warghhhhhhhaha…aku dah balik dari kem…
ok la…cam standard…camner belajar dlm kelas camtu la kat kem…
okesh…citer sket kat citu berlaku amende…

first day:the beginning
hurm..gi guna bas..sampai pkol 12…masuk dewan pkol 1..taklimat2…pastu 1.30 masuk bilik,…
1 bilik satu sekolah…Warghahaha…dapat bilik hujung sekali..tingkat atas…
blok Perempuan??clear sekali pemandangan…hehehe
start first kls pkul 2.30…pastu belajar2….er….habis…
malamnye ada lagi..seperti biasa belajar lagi..takde ape2 menarik yg berlaku….

2nd day:the next round
ergh…belajar lagi…habis pkol 12 ..awal sket…smyg jumaat…seperti biasa takde ape2 menarik sampai malam,…duduk kat bilik sambil mengintai jer masa ade masa free…sambil dengar ciqul mengkritik budak2 main basketball…aku nak main tapi tgh hujan…layan aku…abis basah kekgi…
malam2 bio….ARGHHAHAHAHa…nak giler aku..boring giler…biasa la bio…

3rd day:a.k.a Today
balik…hurm…pagi ada kelas add math…ergh…Cikul dgn bergayanya siap awal…argh…budak tu…sebenarnya aku pon siap awal..herhehehe…
hmm…ada lagi nak citer..tapi takut blog ni kena delete dek pihak pengurusan friendster sebab terlalu bukan utk bebudak kecik…har har har…

tu je la kot…

-end of trilogy-

 
-Ciel-

kem SPM..EsoKK!!

Wednesday, June 21st, 2006

urgh..malas…tu jer aku dapat kata…
bayang la…3 hari spm camp..balik sabtu…ahadnyer gi kuiz kat Kt..aku tak baca ape2 pon..pastu rabunya ada annual camp…huh.??
[Winners never quit and quitters never win.
]

ergh..bila la nak nengok Tokyo Drift ngan Silent Hill nieh..
ERgh…
time….i need more time..
takpe…kita habiskan masa 4bulan nih dgn studi…demi masa depan…[cakap senang la bang...]

The minute you start talking about what you’re going to do if you lose, you have lost.
meh aku belanja makan mende nih..er..masa hari guru kot..saje2 nak letak cnie…warghh[ngantuk siot]


P1030650

-Ciel-

[SE]d i m a n a k i t a ?(Battousai)

Monday, June 19th, 2006

Melangkah
kaki tetap di bumi. Terkadang tersungkur menyembah lumpur. Langkah yang
sumbang tapi disalahkan bumi. Katakan bonggol itu tidak sepatutnya
berada disitu, lubang itu tidak seharusnya disini. Benarkah itu
kesalahan bumi ? Siapakah kita yang sebenar ? Tuan kepada bumi atau
hamba kepada tanah yang kita pijak ?

Dongak
ke atas, perhatikan langit. Angkuhkah kita dengan kehebatan diri
sendiri ? Berperasaan bijak pandai. Bermegahan dengan segala jaya.
Disulam mimpi mimpi indah memperlihatkan kejuahan diri disanjung
makhluk. Perhatikan lagi di atas sana. Manakah tongkatnya ? Sangkalkan
keupayaan Nya ? Siapakah kita ?

Sering kita melupakan
asal kejadian kita. Kemewahan, kejayaan, pujian. Semua membuat kita
lupa. Baru berada satu takuk
dihadapan dah merasa macam dialah yang terhebat. Bila dah terasa hebat,
maka orang lain yang tidak setaraf ni hanyalah sampah sampah bertaburan
di tepi jalan je.

Dimana kita ? Yang
terhebat atau yang mengakui kehebatan itu hanya milik Nya. Dalam
sepuluh tahun kita berusaha dengan gigih mungkin mendatangkan hasil
yang amat lumayan. Tapi beringatkah kita bahawa dalam satu detik,
segalanya mungkin hilang dengan iradah Nya. Hinakah bumi yang kita
pijak ? Muliakah langit yang kita junjung ? Tanpa keduanya siapakah
kita disini.

-Ciel-

womanizer!?

Monday, June 19th, 2006

sebenarnya apa yg aku nak citer ni takde kena mengena dgn tajuk diatas..hahahar..
er..sini aku nak citer psl aku dgn pompuan…ni kiranya counter attack la psl ada ORANG tu dah citer psl aku kat blog dia..hergh..
ok..
aku ngaku mmg aku ada masalah sket ngan pompuan..har har har..
er..ada ke masa pompuan ckp ngan aku au tgk tempat lain??tak prasan la plak..
lolz..
tah la naper…
takpe..tgh praktis berkomunikasi..
tapi pompuan pon tah la…klasmate aku sendiri pon tak pernah tegur…
tegur pon jarang2…takkan nak jadi cam Ali..asik2 berkepit ngan pompuan[Ali,are u reading this??]
dan kpd sumer klasmate aku yg tgh membaca…

"Don’t walk behind me; I may not lead. Don’t walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend." 

 

-Ciel-

Kuiz Perdana

Sunday, June 18th, 2006

neh…hampeh tul hari ni…gi kuiz perdana peringkat daerah….dapat nombor 1…dan terpaksa pergi state level…ahad ni…malas nyer…tapi…kena..pergi…sijil…aku…nak…
khamis lak ada kem…SPM…kat sklh teknik…kemaman…3 hari…2mlam…malas jugak…
tapi..kena pergi…sbb..aku …SPM…tahun ni…
lenguh..nyer…argHHH….tertekan akuh…terpaksa….hmm…

nasib baik la menang kuiz…walaupon dlm team aku aku paling rendah markah…memang aku tak studi langsung…har har har…
kalo tak menang…malu jugak sbb tahun lepas wakil trg gi national level…

HAR..HAR…HAR…[stail lanun baru culik anak dara orang]

-Ciel-

kelas tambahan:the evil need

Friday, June 16th, 2006

Sekolah bermula bermakna adala kelas tambahan hari sabtu yg cukup aku benci….
tapi apa nak buat,dah namanya student dan calon SPM 2006…kenalah belajar bersungguh-sungguh..
tapi aku bimbang sebab aku memang tak belajar langsung kat rumah sehari dua nih…sibuk ngan aktiviti luaran…muahaha…adus..dah la sket lagi preksa…

oo..kelas tambahan ari ni kat SI kemaman…tu la yg mmg tak bes…kalo kat skolah aku jer ok la jugak…ni seharian dari 8.30-4.30….adus…dan yg paling boring…ada 4 org jer dari smkrp gi situ…laki pon aku ngan ciqul…standard la…kena kawan ngan budak skolah lain…

okesh…terbaca testi alister,ternampak natasha…cam kenal…selak2 balik…rupanya sekelas ngan aku mase darjah 5 hingga form 2…hahaha…ada lagi rupanya…entah ingat ke tak dekat aku tuh…
teringin lak jumpa bailk ngan geng2 lama…masa daniel yg duk kat us tu mari skolah tahun ni aku tak banyak cakap ngan dia…er..sebenarnya aku tak bercakap langsung dgn dia…aku terkejut masa tu…campur suka la sket…lama tak jumpa…ish2

aku terpelik sket…apsl la alister tu tulis blog pjg sgt??byk betul idea dia….

-Ciel-

the Wapanese

Thursday, June 15th, 2006

Meh aku mengupdatekan blog aku…kali ni kita citer psl wapanese..

Wapanese is the term used to describe a person of non-japanese
descent (usually white, however some others are lumped in there as
well) who is incredibly obsessed with Japanese things.

A person who watches anime or majors in Japanese language at university is not counted as wapanese.

These are common behaviours displayed by wapanese:

1.
Being obsessed with anime. The typical anime watcher enjoys the shows
because they are fun to watch and interesting (not all are for
children, that is a myth). However, wapanese will take it to an
unhealthy level.

2. Their rooms will be filled with japanese
things. Anything from anime stuff to japanese things such as Tatami. A
true wapanese will have next to nothing non-japanese in their room.

3.
Many wapanese will believe that Japan is the best country ever and that
if they go there they will be adored. However, most wapanese don’t
understand that Japan is a very racist society and they don’t like
white people very much.

4. They will constantly post things on
the internet containing a few of the japanese words they know. These
words are usually: kawaii and baka. These words will be used in an
english sentence such as: "You are so baka"

5. Many wapanese
will develope an unhealthy obsession with asian girls/guys. Many of
them will refuse to be with someone who isn’t japanese.

6.
wapanese tend to spend all of their time watching anime, reading manga
and listening to japanese music. A lot of them are unemployed and live
at home with their parents (some are students, some are over 30). The
ones who do have jobs, have very poor jobs, such as working at a
supermarket.

7. Wapanese listen to tons of japanese music but
will refuse to listen to anything non-japanese. They also tend to say
that non-japanese music is crap while the japanese music is godly.
However, most wapanese tend to listen to Japanese Pop which can be
very, very similar to non-Japanese pop.

8. Many wapanese do
cosplay. However, many normal anime watchers cosplay as well. However,
wapanese tend to overdo it and act very elitist at conventions.

9.
Most wapanese know very little about Japan. They don’t look past the
anime and whatnot. Most wapanese don’t know anything about Japan’s
history. However many wapanese will pretend to know what they are
talking about, however they tend to be incorrect.

10. Wapanese
also tend to butcher the language (besides using them in english
sentences). A good example is the meaning of otaku. The wapanese will
use it to describe themselves, however most don’t realize that otaku in
Japan means you are very mentally unstable. Otaku in Japan are looked
down upon and ridiculed.

They believe that everything in Japan
is good and everything anywhere else is bad. They don’t see the truths
before their eyes and refuse to see them.
Those who cosplay, dress
in japanese fashion, watch anime, etc. aren’t considered wapanese until
the unhealthy obsession is present.

Wapanese (ワパニーズ), primarily used on some Internet message boards, is a slang term which refers to a white (caucasian) person that wants to become Japanese.

The word may have several hypothetical etymologies:

  • It comes from a combination of the words "white" and "Japanese."
  • It is derived from the combination of the words "wannabe" and "Japanese."

It comes from the combination of the Japanese character "" (pronounced as "wa"), and the western word "Japanese". The character 和 is generally used to refer to Japan in Japanese language, and it has the meanings "peace", "harmony", and "union".

[hmm...aku bukan antara mereka...wahahaa]

-Ciel-